DON'T CRY JONI

 Jimmy please say you'll wait for me
I'll grow up someday you'll see
Saving all my kisses just for you
Signed with love
forever true
Joni was the girl who lived next door
I've known her I guess 10 years or more
Joni wrote me a note one day
And this is what she had to say
Jimmy please say you'll wait for me
I'll grow up someday you'll see
Saving all my kisses just for you
Signed with love
forever true
Slowly I read her note once more
Then I went over to the house next door
Her tear drops fell like rain that day
When I told Joni what I had to say 
Joni, Joni please don't cry
You'll forget me by and by
You're just fifteen
I'm twenty two
And Joni I just cant wait for you
Soon I left our little home town
Got me a job and tried to settle down
But these words kept haunting my memory
The words that Joni said to me
Woman- Jimmy please say you'll wait for me
I'll grow up some day you'll see
Saving all my kisses just for you
Signed with love
forever true
 I packed my clothes
And I caught a plane
I had to see Joni
I had to explain
How my heart was filled
With her memory
And ask my Joni if she'd marry me
I ran all the way
To the house next door
But things weren't like they were before
My tear drops fell like rain that day
When I heard what Joni had to say
Jimmy, Jimmy please don't cry
You'll forget me by and by
It's been five years since you've been gone
Jimmy I married your best friend John

Td..masa tengah layan lagu2 kat youtube..i came across with this song..one of my favourites.. Terus ada flashback (hehe...cm filem lak) citer2 lama. Tak ingat bila first time dengar lagu ni but in one occassion, this song really touched my heart. Well nothing to do with my love life actually..(hehe..cewah..speaking london ler pulak..haha)..but it happened when i was in form three, in SAB.  At that time the hostel was having an open day occassion (tak tau napa  ada majlis tu..hehe..dh lupa), so the residents were asked to come out with a presentation.  Well, sad to say i didnt take part in tht presentation as i was in charged with...er... hehe..dh lupa, so i just watched the performances. The form six students, they came out with a musical drama show...using this song. Since my school was a girl's school, so it was casted by ladies..hehe..but they really dressed up like men...siap ngn moustache lagi..haha...they used this song as their background song and they acted out the play..it was nice.. and from wat i saw tht day...many of the audience...cried...hehe..including me..haha.. we were touched when joni married jimmy's best friend after jimmy neglected her feelings towards her and jimmy got so frustrated when he knew it. Tah napa, this song still haunts me till now n i cn still rmmber how the drama was performed.. tulah kan... when sumting touches ur heart.. u cn nver delete it from ur longterm memory..and i'm going to let it be there....

FAMILY DAY 2011 (DAY 1)

1.  Pada tanggal...(cewah...main tanggal2 lak...hehe) 12 - 14 mac yg lalu..berangkatlah aku dn family2 ke PD. Pada awal plannya kami ke permaisuri resort...tp atas kesilapan teknikal..kami ke ancasa spa n resort..alah dkt2 jer pun.

2.  Org lain sampai awal, aku jer terlewat..hehe..(akukah yg terlewat? mmg pun the very last yg smpai .. haha) pasal ada PTA meeting kat sek..so layan ler sek dulu...aku smpai masa org sumer tgh tunggu nk baca yassin dn bertahlul..eh tahlil, so duk ler ala2 ustazah di cecelah kaum kerabat yg ada.

3.  Selesai majlis, smpat kami bermarhaban, mengambil sedikit berkat atas smbutan maulidur rasul. lama tak bermarhaban bergether2 ngn family..best gak.

4.  Majlis diteruskan dgn taklimat program family day .. dn penerangan dgn buku program yg telah dihasilkn oleh one of my kazen...canggih wei....tak caya...cetgk..hehe..(aiseymen...tak tul kan ler pulak..pandai2 ler korg tgk.hehe)

Buku program

5.  Lepas pmbtulan demi pmbetulan dibuat, ada lak majlis pertukaran doorgift... seronok gak...saling bertukar hadiah. Aku dpt gak tp malangnya sipemberi tidak memaklumkan namanya di kotak hadiah...so terimas diucapkn kat cni sj lah..whoever u r....bekas er..gula2 kot..nk panggil apa pun tak tau hehe..but nice..thnks ya....cntikkn..hehe..
tak ketinggalan yalah acara pengagihan t'shirt family day yg turut dibuat time ni....last year kaler pmbangkang thailand..hehe..sigelombang merah. This year kaler...'biru mata itamku' hehe....tgk ler..

Doorgift yg aku dpt..cun kan

T'shirt this year...er..kecik? ha ah..ni size ank aku..hehe

6.  Pas tu at almost 10.30 majlis bersurai.. kazen2 jejaka aku...berkarok kat lounge resort..hehehe..aku berdoa moga tak ujan mlm tu or the next day..kang acara sukaneka sok kena postpone lak..
and aku? aku wat per? hehe..hajat ati nk join gak, tp lapaq ler pulak..so aku masuk bilik sebelah n melantak hehe... nasi ada, asam pedas ada, tempeyek ada, buah ada, smbal ada... fuh... smpai senak aku makan..pastu ada ker leh aku nyanyi.. wat kawan katak leh lah..so aku hehe.. memadamkn diri hehe..pasal sok tugasan berat menantiku..nk tau per dia???? tungggggggggggggguuuu
(penat gak mengarang ek...hehe..)
 eh eh...lupa nk kabor...time org bertaklimat aku sempat memposing ngn my two bros..mana ada bro lain lg..tu ler dua..hehe... nk tgk? hehehe..tgk ler

bro2 yg sengal..hehe....but i love them

 TO BE CONTINUED.......

HATI

Hati apa nk...hati  ayam? hati lembu? hati  kerbau? hati2 di jlnraya.... ISK....ikut suka korang ler.... tp apa nk dicerciterkan ari ni ialah...hati seorng insan..
cmna rasa bila apa yg kita buat disalahtafsirkn
cmna rasa bila apa yg kita wat tak dihargai
cmna rasa bila apa yg kita kongsikan tak diendah
cerciter cerciter...apa rasa
cm2 kan..kelat ada, payau ada, pahit ada, pedas ada.... rasa nk demam pun ada
tulah hakikat yg kena ditanggung...
ubatnya? doc mana pun tak leh bg penawar
cuma sabar....tu jer
kenangkan apa yg baik2 selama ini dn comparekan ngn yg buruk yg terjadi...
ckit jer kan yg kaler itam tu (unless korang ni kalerblind...)
so terimalah ia seadanya..
sabarlah.... usah mendung dibiar menutupi mentari terlalu lama
redhalah..(haha..pujuk diri sendiri tu beb..haha....)

TSUNAMI

Tadi tengah layan radio...suria f.m...tetiba  terkezut, ngn citer tsunami. Tak puas dgn berita di radio, gi jengah tv, tak bnyk citer lg, so buka laptop, cari tenet... oo kat jepun. walaupun malapetaka tak sehebat pada 26 disember 2004 yang lalu, namun kehilangan, kemusnahan, kesusahan yang sama juga dirasai. Tsunami pada 11 mac 2011 ini mengingatkan aku pada peristiwa 6thn lalu. Satu dunia hampir tidak menyedari kejadian tsunami itu..hinggalah setelah beberapa ketika... masa tu...pada tarikh itu, adikku kawin, so leh imaginelah kan cmna bz haru blues and hiruk pikuknya suasana di rumah.. mmg tak siapa yg perasan kedatangan tsunami. hanya setelah tetamu beransur pulang, kami sumer sudah keletihan, masing2 menyimpan dn mengemas mana yg terdaya, tv pun terpasang (seblum tu kena off...kang ada yg ngelat wat kejer). so bila pembaca berita tu citer pasal tsunami, tunjuk sedikit sebnyk gmbar yg dpt diperolehi.. mulut sumer ternganga, tergamam, terkedu, terdiam.. masa tu sumer terasa bingung, mengong, biul dn bebodo skjap sbb tika tu tak tau apa yg sebnrnya berlaku. tul2 cm citer lama.. negara dilanggar garuda.. mmg pilu...hampir setahun tsunami menjadi topik perbualan, gmbar kejadian diulang tayang berkali2... apa yg kita pelajari dr kejadian itu? dn kini ia berulang..penduduk di pinggir laut..labuan dn yg seumpamanya dinasihati utk tidak berada di kawasan sekitar laut dlm tempoh 24jam... ia berulang lg.. adakah kita pelajari sesuatu dr.... kiamat kecil itu?

KANTOI

Semalam I call you, you tak answer
You kata you keluar - 'Pergi bank yea'
You kata you keluar dengan kawan you
But when I call Tommy, he said it wasn't you
So I drove my car pergi Damansara
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola
Tapi bila I sampai you - you tak ada
Lagilah I jadi gila

So I call and call sampai you answer
You kata 'Sorry sayang, tadi tak dengar'
'My phone was on silent - I was at the gym'
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain

Sudahlah sayang I don't believe you
For since long that your words were never true
Why am I with u - I pun tak tahu
No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka you

So I guess that's the end of our story
Akhir kata, she accepted his apology
Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too
With her ex-boyfriend's best friend - Tommy
Saya suka lah lagu ni.... melody dia catchy....though lirik dia..er.... half malaysia..haha...yalah..omputeh ngn melayu jer... cina, india, kadazan, iban....dll..tak der..so half jer lah... but nice...
kalo tau..meh layannnnnnnnnnnnn

ADA AKU KESAH

ya  ker aku tak kesah... cakap jer...tp dlm ati..Tuhan jer tau..dag dig dag dug.... yalah... sesuatu yg menimpa diri kita...sedikit sebnyk, mesti ada memberi kesan pada kita kan. walau secalit sekalipun, ia tetap memberi kesan cuma kalo sikit ..kita lehlah wat derk..wat gaya 'ada aku kesah'. Tapi kalo bnyk kesannya..leh ker kita nk wat tak kesah...mesti kena kesah pnya...tak gitu. So pada realitinya, 'ada aku kesah' hanyalah satu ungkapan yg cuma leh bermain di bibior jer... kat ati... tak leh nya..tp tak tau ler kat kome..kat teman cmtu ler.. msti terpikir2 jer perkara tu, dn di akhirnya, menjeruk pekasam rasa dn feeling. Pastu, bila dh tak leh nk wat per2.... kita kata ler...'ADA AKU KESAH'...

GERAM, HOT, BIMBANG.....

             Itulah yang dirasa bila kita org yg rapat ngn kita, tak dpt kita hubungi walau dh berkali2 kita try. Risau kan... hot pun ada... tp tulah antara yg kita rasa bila dia tak dpt kita hubungi. Apa yang patut kita buat? Apa yang patut kita lakukn? Apa yang patut kita fikirkan? Berkecamuk fikirankan... 1001 sangkaan akan kita buat.. dan kebanyakannya yang negatif aja.  Tu yang menyebabkan kita terus-terusan bimbang, risau dan marah.  Kita selalu lupa... Kita ada Dia..... Allah..... hanya Dia yang tahu apa yang terbaik. Bila ingat Dia hati jd tenang, sbb pada Dia jer yang kita leh percaya untuk menjaga insan tersebut. Jalan terbaik... serahkan insan tersebut atas jagaan dan peliharaanNya. Kemampuan kita sebagai manusia amat terbatas... AMAT SANGAT.... kita perlu sedar Dia yang  terhebat... Sejuk hati bila tau Dia ada.

Kita selalu alpa... mungkin bkn awk semua... tp saya.  Moga dia dalam lindunganNya selalu.